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This is a before/after kind of night. Today I dressed like “catwoman” and damn I felt so confident it was crazy. I almost felt bad like “am I pretencious or what?”. But no, it’s not that am pretencious, just confident. I was proud of myself because I had a great workout today, I just felt happy with myself. Maybe tomorrow the feeling will be far gone, I don’t know. When I look at the first picture I feel really, really bad. I don’t know how I let this happen. But I’ve decided that the past is the past. I’ve work so hard, I’ve accomplished so much, I just want to look forward and see what’s coming next. I have lost weight, that’s good but it’s not enough. It’s not about weight anymore. It’s about toning up my whole body. It’s been several weeks since I’ve said that but now I feel like being really serious about it. I want to be healthy, that’s it. No more useless food, no more cheats, no more guilty feeling. I just want to be happy about what I eat, proud of my daily workout. I know what I want and I’m going to go get it ;)

This is a before/after kind of night. Today I dressed like “catwoman” and damn I felt so confident it was crazy. I almost felt bad like “am I pretencious or what?”. But no, it’s not that am pretencious, just confident. I was proud of myself because I had a great workout today, I just felt happy with myself. Maybe tomorrow the feeling will be far gone, I don’t know. When I look at the first picture I feel really, really bad. I don’t know how I let this happen. But I’ve decided that the past is the past. I’ve work so hard, I’ve accomplished so much, I just want to look forward and see what’s coming next. I have lost weight, that’s good but it’s not enough. It’s not about weight anymore. It’s about toning up my whole body. It’s been several weeks since I’ve said that but now I feel like being really serious about it. I want to be healthy, that’s it. No more useless food, no more cheats, no more guilty feeling. I just want to be happy about what I eat, proud of my daily workout. 
I know what I want and I’m going to go get it ;)